Hey guys,

well, what can I say about the last week! It’s been a full on emotional roller-coaster.

I went over to NSW to check out the job, see the place and meet the people.

I like to make posts on Facebook of everything that’s going on, keeping all my friends and family up-to-date- however the idea of this blog is to eventually not use Facebook. And I may be on to something.

anyway- long story short, the job fell through and I asked for my truck driving job back, which they gave me! Wheeew!

I’ve really come to the conclusion that going backwards to work with horses isn’t the best move going forward, so I’m going to stick around and stay with what I’ve got.

and I have more in Western Australia than I really thought I did.

this experience has really opened up my eyes, and I know in my first post I said I was miserable- but was I really? It’s all about perspective isn’t it.

the idea that Luna and Poppy need me fulltime is just dramatising it- it’s what we humans do, and we do it well. They both have everything they need and the time I do spend with them is Quality time, not rushed and half present. Luna especially is the happiest I’ve ever seen her, amongst her little herd.

it’s hard to explain in words right now, but I’m glad I’m staying as I feel like it’s right where I need to be at the moment.

so it’s shit that it turned to shit, but it’s also happened and everything really does happen for a reason!

I’ve been reading some really good e-books and enjoying working on my true self- not alone time but truly having internal awareness aswell as external awareness. Meaning just some small changes and really thinking about how I’m feeling and how my body is feeling.

just making a 5 minute routine everyday, like I’ve downloaded an app called lazyfit- it’s just a few stretches and doing that every morning makes my day start off pretty good. It gives me confidence and trust within my self and sets me up to have a good day.

that’s enough rambling for now

talk soon

Amy